To avoid sleep, my Little Mate’s game is deep. How can toddlers be sated, only to learn, innovate, almost evolve, past our best efforts?
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The raptors from Jurassic Park have nothing on the tiny.
Their pitched screams crash through skin, numb the bones and endure like waves of the sea.
There are wins; the demons snoring and still after hours at their side, coaxing in the dark. These windows of grace have been small and few yet offered a twisted hope.
My wife and I enrolled at sleep school.
We read books and we handed in our homework.
A consultant stopped by. She did not meet him, though, because he was asleep. For two and a half hours.
There have been set routines. Best practice, of early dinners, reading and soothing lullabies.
However, after a few nights he gets wise and it ends with tears, bribes of milk and lugging the wailing imp to our bed.
One recent evening there was shooshing, hair stroked and a firm “Time for nigh nighs” or two.
But I laid my crying boy down beside me.
Tired from the day I accepted defeat, but not without dreams of escape.
With Little Mate still, I shifted and turned so not a tiny limb rested on me.
Stirred, he threw a pudgy arm across my chest, and shoved face and closed eyes into my armpit.
Enjoying the cuddle, I smiled.
While he smelled the vile odour from hours of volleyball and netball I remembered those small wins, their slumber in a world where cruel deities laugh at plans prized.
From the first lot of snores I planted a hand on the floor. His resting arm fell on the bed, but he did not wake as I tumbled onto floorboards.
Chris O’Leary